Just got off the phone with Levi, we've been talking for like two hours now. He was getting shitfaced. I love that kid to death.. He is such a sweet guy, & I just hate how he's up to his neck in shit that he can't get out of anymore even though he wants to. Love that boy, always will, just cause he's such a genuine guy & I know he'd have my back if I ever need him.
Tony blew me off today.. Made other plans & didn't come to church with me. It hurt deep.. He kept saying he was sorry, but he knew that I was counting on him to come with me. I just hate it when people say one thing but act another. That's such bullshit. Whatever. He'll be home in a bit & he said he'll be calling. Right now I'm just chilling & listening to the Casualties, just popped open a bottle of Bud. Tomorrow's that party with his family & shit.. They're going to hate me, but whatever, I'm not going to try to please them. If they like me for me, that's cool. If not, I don't give a rat's ass.
I'm getting kicked off now, & should probably go wait for the boyfriend to call. Plus I want to catch up on "Existentialism: Basic Writings."
Later kids. Write about tomorrow whenever it comes.